The Assurance..

Remember my last post saying that "i need assurance that i am wrong for being an academician?" Well, the question is yet to be answered but something strucks me today.

Today, i was off from working, i made it as 'emergency leave' where i cant fix my head from last night tragedy. (for certain people knew it). I was having a great headache --so called tension headache, so i decided not to go to work today.

But, i was able to menyempatkan diri for shopping (where esther bought more clothes than myself) haha.. not to worry. On the way, i saw the signage of one kelisa written "Turn your eyes to Jesus". I think it tells me something that i was almost to forget, which is i almost forget to pray for my problem where i used to do when i am in the middle of nowhere to run and hide.

"You are my strenght when i was weak, you are the shelter that i seek, You are my all in all. Seeking You like a precious jewel, Lord to give up i'll be a fool, You are my all in all"

The song that gives me comfort and feels like shelter. And now, i am turning it on again and again, in my head~ Thank You Lord, for never abandon me and always be there for i need an answer..