ANGER or DISSAPPOINTED

Today, i began my day with full of nothing-ness compared and very much different from yesterday's feeling i have. I blurt it out to my students when as yesterday i heard that they are complaining about the assignments i gave to them as 'useless' and 'wasting time'.

Why got in earth i have students like them? I really don't know. Then today again my director told me that beginning next year (february-maybe) i'll start my clinical attachment as a staff nurse. Where? It is still yet to be confirmed later. She told me also that i'll be working for about 13 hours per day. Yes, it is very right what you had read, 13 hours per day.

I don't know if it is worthy for a try or how but 13 hours is very much over it seems. They said that i get a very high pay. High pay it seems. Yea, its absolutely true but is it very-very needed for me to sacrifice all my time to 'welcome' this all? Bullshit! This is what i wanted to purge in front of my director just now. Hermph...

Still, i cant figure it.. Should i stay or it is better for me to leave.. God, please show me the way thgat You want me to be...

Ideas About Reception

I stole this time to blog some ideas that i got from the net (that helps me much in planning my coming reception). Well, since i am awaiting a call from my darling yang sedang lena dibuai mimpi2 indah sehingga melupakan diriku yang telah menunggu di seberang laut ni sejak 3 jam yang lalu. Haha..

Luckily, i got the pace of him that he likes to sleep, sleep and sleep! Well, let him be.. So, friends, here are some of the ideas that i've combined to become my ideas in wedding reception next week.

We begin with the table setting:

Since we agreed on blue or baby/sky blue theme. I've picked this setting to the so-called environment. With the blue table cloth and pure white napkin, it is so peaceful. Hubby said he prefers 'sejuk mata memandang'. Ok, blue is nice, just nice for a lunch reception.

Then the chairs:

I know and noticed that the venue has brown-wooden color and it seems too impossible to ask him preparing white chairs. So, instead of changing the chairs, a blue cloth around the chair will be just nice.

Then, THE BOUQUET!!!

This one is not the one but i'll make sure that the florist will make the bouquet just like this! And it will only be paid if the bouquet turns to be like this or prettier! The ribbon will be in blue color and the cloths as the holder will be a nice blue one. Make sure ok florist! Thanks.. :D

Lastly, The Wedding Cake~~!!

Guess what? I've decided to order a cake that is just like this. White cream and blue flowers. Hubby said, it will be just nice to just have a single layer cake since this is only for family members. But,i was reluctant. Then we came to an agreement that the cake will be only have two layers. I am happy enough. Haha.. Cake cutting! Cake cutting!

The things that i have not publish:

1. My registration of marriage gown.
2. My pair of simple but fabulous shoes.
3. A hairstyle which i choose to wear that day
4. and, a reception tentative that i've made it in a simple single card.

I am very2 happy (^_^)

At Last!

Yaey!!!!! At last~ I bought a pair of shoes which is not too much of blinky and not too simple. For me, it is just and very-very nice! Wud like to post the pix but NO.NO.NO yet :p

It cost me a price that i will think hundred times but for my registration of marriage, it wont be too expensive since i have planned to wear the shoes for wedding album! SOON! and for reception, (kalau kasut itu mampu bertahan)... hahahaha

Nice one, memang nice one~ hubby bersetuju juga. Dia kata :percayakan mata lelaki! OK!

Muaxxx~~~

Less Than 2 weeks~

Less then 2 weeks i'll become the happiest person on the whole and entire earth. Its been quite busy for me this few weeks that i have to search and hunt few things that is in my registration and family reception list which included:

1. A dress - DONE!! A cute and just nice dress and white color.
2. A pair of exclusive lady sandal - i got one in my mind which is cost about 80+ per foot! Do you think it is worthy to have this? Hubby to be said, its nice, cute, blinky, exclusive and JUST TAKE IT,but i still searching for a perfect one!
3. A complete set of attire for hubby to be - COMPLETED! Dark brown pants with stripes, white button shirt also with stripes and goldish neck tie! He looks stunning! oh man! Tak tahan.. Tak tahan !! *tongue*
4. Exclusive-romantic restaurant for reception. DONE - decided to have baby blue theme at last even my door gift will be red one. Still thinking of what to put inside the bag!
5. An emcee for the reception. Got one of my brother's friend who is a teacher. Approached him but yet to be confirmed. Roy, please agree....
6. A photographer. Since my brother has his own canon-sony and good in pictures taking so i just hired him to be the photographer! BUT, there's a but here. I we are going to have bonus for this year, surely i'll get the very-very pro-photography. hehehe....

Anyway, another big thing. I am going to pursue my hobby which is make-up'ing'! Hehe.. got one contract for wedding and i am going to push over the limit! Man! I am so excited about this.. even more excited to get married!

Yeah! Going to be a make-up artist in few years time. God, bless me for this. Amen...

Right of There Moments

At my last day of teaching methodology course. Sitting behind, actually not to prepare my lecture lesson, but to do this (blogging) heeeee....

Cannot wait to finish this course actually, i have a plan to implement this late evening which is to continue our plan yesterday which is - BUTTON SHIRT HUNTING!

City Mall? IB? Center Point? Wisma Merdeka? Well, maybe Wisma Merdeka first as i would like to search for make ups at Elianto Wisma - one of my fav spot to grab and cash make ups to-date.

Well, i'll update later if i can get something this afternoon :)

Getting Thriller!

Today is supposed hubby and me are going to 'browse' a button shirt for him to wear during registration, but due to our teaching methodology course tomorrow, we had posponed the plan until further notice!

Its sale season, and i am sure there are a lot of cutting cost this time!! Cant wait to have seen his shirt. Thinking of buying a pair of coat for him, but it will be unpractical for him to just wearing it once, right? So, forget about it and concentrate on buying only necessary things~

Today, we manage to steal a 'pinch' of time (when i said 'pinch' it means memang kelam kabut!!) and get an envelope for gifts. Red one huh? Simple, ready made and walla! The theme apparently. P/s: besides the quarel between both of us late mid day! (-_-)"

He has not approved the theme coz he is so busy preparing the presentation for tomorrow.. hermph... just wait if he approves red fusion!

Till here, sneeze!!

P.R.E.S.E.N.T.I.N.G

Tadaaaaa..... Tell me what do you see? Yes, it is a building and maybe a restaurant called Adzie.

I present to you... a place that will held our small reception (family and close friends) "Adzie Restaurant"...

At first, i just want to find one place that my family will just have a simple lunch after our registration and we are actually accidentally popped in this restaurant without having any clue of here.

The restaurant is very2 simple, maybe just fit about 20-30 customer per service, but to my surprise, actually they have upstair section which they provide for the 'datuks and datins' for lunch or diner. (ehem! Exclusive ni...)

The manager lead us upstair and i was totally SURPRISED! when i saw the setting. What i can say are "fantastic, romantic" and much more that i've expected! They provide us PA system plus the pool table, small space for dancing (ehem! save the first dance with hubby!) we never dance together weyh...

Again, another surprise - they have phillipino's recipe! Walla! Good enough as my future father-in-law is a phillipino. Then, i surprise again, the manager is a phillipino guy also and the restaurant is him! (Uhuk!!) AND he is an EVENT PLANNER! Mind you, an "event planner"! He suggested to me few themes, few ideas to make my small reception 'romantic'. Oh! How sweet....

Now, i am crushing my mind to think about the theme color and the tentative...

Anyway, i thanked God for making my event lively and full... Looking forward! :)